The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black
Publisher: Little Brown Books for Young Readers
Publication Date: January 13th, 2015
Pages: 336
Song I Played While Reading: None
Rating: 4 stars

Children can have a cruel, absolute sense of justice. Children can kill a monster and feel quite proud of themselves. A girl can look at her brother and believe they’re destined to be a knight and a bard who battle evil. She can believe she’s found the thing she’s been made for.
Hazel lives with her brother, Ben, in the strange town of Fairfold where humans and fae exist side by side. The faeries’ seemingly harmless magic attracts tourists, but Hazel knows how dangerous they can be, and she knows how to stop them. Or she did, once.
At the center of it all, there is a glass coffin in the woods. It rests right on the ground and in it sleeps a boy with horns on his head and ears as pointed as knives. Hazel and Ben were both in love with him as children. The boy has slept there for generations, never waking.
Until one day, he does…
As the world turns upside down, Hazel tries to remember her years pretending to be a knight. But swept up in new love, shifting loyalties, and the fresh sting of betrayal, will it be enough?
 


I've never read any of Holly Black's work before. I didn't even realize she existed until I heard about The Magisterium series. That sounds horrible, good lord, but it's true. I had originally downloaded this audiobook for my ride back home from SoCal, but that didn't end up happening. It was interrupted too much from my GPS and I was having problems paying attention, since most of my focus was on surviving LA traffic. 
BUT I finally got around to listening to it and now I'm wondering why it took me so damn long to pick up this wonderful book. I LOVED IT.
L
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I love the fact that the real world and the fairy world have combined in this story and the people are okay with it. Well, maybe okay isn't the right word. Accepted? Yeah, thats better. It's an normal thing for them; they wear charms, leave food and milk out as a peace offering, occasionally make deals with them, and sometimes talk or hang out with them. IT'S SO FRIGGIN COOL, I WANNA LIVE IN FAIRFOLD.
Hazel was the best narrator ever. I literally could not have asked for a better main character. I think it's why I loved this story so much. We're alike in a lot of ways, and it was refreshing to listen to someone that had the same thought process as me. We also dressed the same, which was SO fun. This may sound materialistic, but it annoys the crap out of me when characters don't have a sense of style, or wear the same thing everyday. Hazel was wearing things teenage girls wear today; leggings with comfy sweaters and converse; skinny jeans, boots, and nice tops; dresses with thick swearers and ankle boots... FUN FUN FUN.
The other characters were kick-ass as well, giving this whole story such a close knit vibe, since this really narrated around Hazel, her brother, and their friend Jack. But the whole town was super close, as well, and their families were also there for the three amigos and supported them with whatever they did. It made me feel all warm and gooey inside.
I docked this a star for the slow start and my weird inability to invest myself in the story. But it didn't last long, thank god. 
The writing was flawless, so vivid that I would find myself spacing out and actually be in the scene, whether that be in the woods with the faeries or in school with Hazel and Jack. 
The ending was SOOOOO cute and almost had me in tears. An ending can make or break a book for me, and the imagery was absolutely stunning. This was a fantastic story, and I definitely plan on picking up Black's other works. 

Quotes
"Once, there was a girl who vowed she would save everyone in the world, but forgot herself."

“And elsewhere in the woods, there is another party, one taking place inside a hollow hill, full of night-blooming flowers. There, a pale boy plays a fiddle with newly mended fingers while his sister dances with his best friend. There, a monster whirls about, branches waving in time with the music, There, a prince of the Folk takes up the mantle of king, embracing a changeling like a bother, and, with a human boy at his side, names a girl his champion.” (CUE MY TEARS)

"They were in love with him because he was a prince and a faerie and magical and you were supposed to love princes and faeries and magic people. They loved him the way they’d loved Beast the first time he swept Belle around the dance floor in her yellow dress. They loved him as they loved the Eleventh Doctor with his bow tie and his floppy hair and the Tenth Doctor with his mad laugh. They loved him as they loved lead singers of bands and actors in movies, loved him in such a way that their shared love brought them closer together."

"The only way to end grief was to go through it."

P.s. the audiobook of this was fantastic. If you don't have time to sit down and read it, I highly suggest listening to it! 
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Top Ten Debut Authors Who Have Me Looking Forward To Their Sophomore Novel

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

This meme is hosted by the lovely ladies at The Broke and the Bookish :)

1. Maggie Hall
Map of Fates (The Conspiracy of Us, #2) 
I loooooved her first novel. It was so fun and glamorous, I completely gobbled it up, and I'm itching to get my hands on the next book, Map of Fates. I actually just requested an ARC of it this morning from Penguin, SO CROSS YOUR FINGERS. 

2. Sara Raasch
Ice Like Fire (Snow Like Ashes, #2)
So I just might be reading her sophomore novel now, Ice Like Fire... IT COUNTS. SLA was the first book I read this year and it was a five star knockout. I'm so happy I finally got my hands on Ice Like Fire. It's so damn good!

3. Danielle Paige
The Wicked Will Rise (Dorothy Must Die, #2)
Is it possible to be excited for someones sophomore novel, but to have had a physical copy on your shelf for months now and still have yet to touch it?? I'm confused, too.  

4. Victoria Aveyard
Glass Sword (Red Queen, #2)
EeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP. My heart still hurts over that plot twist at the end of Red Queen. I MUST KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. 

5. Rosamund Hodge
Crimson Bound
I really enjoyed Cruel Beauty, so I'm anxious to get my hands on her next novel, Crimson Bound! The cover is GORGEOUS. 

6. Marissa Meyer
Scarlett (The Lunar Chronicles, #2)
THIS COUNTS. I've only read Cinder, which was her debut novel, so I'm of course excited to read Scarlett. I've been waiting until Winter comes out so I can marathon the whole series. 

7. Rene Ahdieh
The Rose and the Dagger (The Wrath and the Dawn, #2)
My OTP's are in distress. They aren't together. I. NEED. THEM. TOGETHER. 

8. Maria Dahvana Headley
Magonia #2
Magonia was crazy interesting and refreshing, so I can't wait to get my hands on the next installment.  


What authors made it onto your list today? Link your post down in the comments! :)
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Night Film by Marisha Pessl

Monday, November 2, 2015

Night Film by Marisha Pessl 
Publisher: Random House
Publication Date: July 1st, 2014
Pages: 592
Song I Played While Reading: Dark Times by The Weeknd
Rating: 4 stars

Ashley Cordova, the mysterious, gifted daughter of the reclusive film director Stanislas Cordova, is found dead in an abandoned warehouse in lower Manhattan. Her death is ruled a suicide, but veteran investigative journalist Scott McGrath suspects otherwise. What happened to Ashley? As McGrath tries to uncover the truth, he is drawn into a spell-binding quest in the underworld of the Cordova family's life. 

All I'm gonna ask is this: WHAT was Marisha Pessl smoking when she wrote this book? What, and how the hell can I get some because this woman is a genius. Night Film is unlike anything I've ever read before, thrilling and twisted and shocking and dark and electrifying. I honestly cannot fathom how someone could have written this. Kudos to you Pessl, KUDOS.
The writing was magnificent, so simplistic yet otherworldly, reeling you in with it's dark and eerily relatable story. Night Film features pictures, emails, websites, magazine articles, and notes, something that I absolutely adore because it really gives you a sense that you're in the story alongside the characters, following the clues and wondering exactly who this Cordova guy is.
I loved the characters, especially our three main ones, Scott, Nora, and Hopper. They were a fantastic team and absolutely hilarious, which was much needed during some of the more oppressive scenes that kind of made you feel like you weren't gong to be able to sleep that night, which happened to me a lot. I don't get freaked out easily with books, but with the pictures in here and the websites we went on... *shudders*
Night Film features one of those summaries that is purposely left vague, so if it doesn't hook you in right away, give it a chance. There's much, much, MUCH more hidden in this creeptastic book and I'm bursting to name off a few but I don't want to spoil anything, so PLEASE JUST TAKE MY WORD. Unless you don't like scary books, then don't take my word. Run far away from this book!
Overall, this was such an unexpectedly deep and exhilarating read. I definitely plan on reading more from Pessl in the future!

Quotes
"Mortal fear is as crucial a thing to our lives as love. It cuts to the core of our being and shows us what we are. Will you step back and cover your eyes? Or will you have the strength to walk to the precipice and look out?"

"She looked at me. "Moe was a triple threat."
"He could sing, dance, and act?"
She shook her head. "He could speak Armenian, saddle break a stallion, and pass for a female in drag."
"That is extremely threatening."
"When he got dressed up, even you'd think he was female."
"Speak for yourself."

"Freak the ferocious out- there were quite a few pages on the site devoted to Cordova's supposed life philosophy, which meant, in a nutshell, that to be terrified, to be scared out of your skin, was the beginning of freedom, of opening your eyes to what was graphic and dark and gorgeous about life, thereby conquering the monsters of your mind."
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Happy Monday!

Three cheers for November! Thanksgiving and Christmas are my two favorite holidays since they're so family-oriented, SO I CAN'T WAIT. Course that also means I have to start looking for christmas presents for my family and friends... *internal screaming*

Read Last Week
Night Film by Marisha Pessl

Currently Reading
Ice Like Fire

To-Read
Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff
An Embar in the Ashes by Sabaa Tahir

Happy readings :)


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October Wrap-Up!

Saturday, October 31, 2015

(My two friends and I were The Three Blind Mice for my halloween party, and I wanted to incorporate some part of it into my picture, hence the ears)

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! October is officially over and I cannot believe it. Literally a month has never flown by so fast for me. Where did it go?? Christmas decorations are already up in stores, and though I'm extremely happy over that because I LOVE Christmas, that means I have to start stressing over what the hell I'm gonna buy my friends and family for it. Ugh. 

All We Have is Now by Lisa Schroeder 2 stars

What Grows in Heavy Rain by Lisa Martens 3 stars

Night Film by Marisha Pessl 4 stars

Slasher Girls and Monster Boys by April Genevieve Tucholke 3 stars

Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo 4 stars

I Am Pilgrim by Terry Hayes (audiobook)

My favorite was, unsurprisingly, Six of Crows. LEIGH BARDUGO IS MY QUEEN. My plans for tonight are going pretty chill, I'm going to be hanging out with my friend and we're going to order pizza and watch scary movies. Stay safe out there tonight and have a fabulous halloween! Enjoy the sweets :) Happy readings! 
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Happy Monday!

Monday, October 26, 2015

Hi guys! Okay, I have to get this off my chest since it's literally been the only thing on my mind since yesterday. HELLO BY ADELE IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE AND IF YOU HAVENT LISTENED TO IT YET GO PUT ON A SWEATSHIRT BECAUE YOU'RE GONNA GET GOOSEBUMPS WHEN YOU LISTEN TO IT. Her voice is stunning and the lyrics are so raw and powerful, I've had it on repeat for the past 24 hours. I even bought it on iTunes, which I only do for super special songs.
Anywho, another week has flown and just like that October is almost over. This month, by far, has been the fastest month for me. It's so weird how time flies. I mean, can you believe 2016 is only two and a half months away? IT'S A LITTLE SCARY.

Read Last Week
Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo
Slasher Girls and Monster Boys by April Genevieve Tucholke

Currently reading
I'm listening to The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

To-Read
Night Film by Marisha Pessl
Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff

Happy readings :)
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Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo
Publisher: Henry Holt and Company
Publication Date: September 29th, 2015
Page: 462
Song I Played While Reading: Ghosts 'n' Stuff by deadmau5
Rating: 4 stars

Ketterdam: a bustling hub of international trade where anything can be had for the right price- and no one knows that better than criminal prodigy, Kaz Brekker. Kaz is offered a chance at a deadly heist that could make him right beyond his wildest dreams. But he can't pull it off alone...

A convict with a thirst for revenge

A sharpshooter who can't walk away from a wager

A runaway with a privileged past


A spy known as the Wraith

A Heartrender using her magic to survive the slums

A thief with a gift for unlikely escapes 

Kay's crew are the only ones who might stand between the world and destruction- if they don't kill each other first. 

I have no words. None. The thought-process behind this book was GENIUS and I don't understand how Bardugo did it. It's absolutely mind-blowing.
You might know Leigh Bardugo from The Grisha trilogy, which, now that I think about it, I have a weird love/like relationship with. Some days I'm like "I NEED TO REREAD THIS SERIES NOW BECAUSE IT'S LIFE" and other days I'm like "FUCKING BARDUGO, FIX THAT ENDING" or "I NEED A BOOK FROM NIKOLAI'S POV NOW".
You don't need to read that series to read Six of Crows, which is a good thing because then everyone can go out now and pick this up and read it. The writing was impeccable, the characters were FLAWLESS AND WONDERFUL AND FUNNY, and as I said earlier, this heist?? MIND BLOWING. The ending will leave you screaming for more. It did for me *insert my fav emoji: the nervous smiley face with the sweat droplet on his brow*

Spoiler-y section

Let's start with WHYYYY I gave this four stars instead of 5. Why, Mariah? Why? WHY?
The second chapter (Or the first from our crew's pov, whichever you decide) blew me the hell away. It not only solidified my love for Inej, but it gave me a sneak peek into what kind of cunning criminals we were dealing with here, and my oh my, did I fall in love.
Now, I had believed that my one true love would be Matthias, and Nina would be my girl-crush, mostly from what I heard about them and their pictures on the Six of Crows poster. Bardugo said she got physical inspiration for Matthias from Charlie Hunnam. If you guys don't know who that is, FEAST YOUR EYES.
(You're welcome)

And since Mr. Hunnam is the embodiment of my perfect man, I thought I was done for. I was ready to sign off as being Mrs. Helvar. But I was in for a hell of a shock when we meet him and... he's a stuffy, judgmental, turd head. And Nina? She wasn't as funny and wicked as I thought she'd be. She was more emotional and kind, which obviously isn't at all a bad thing, but it was unexpected and threw me off. 
This story was a little slow for me in the beginning, especially before breaking Matthias out and during the planning stages. I got a little scared for a minute, thinking "crap, what if this isn't as good as I thought it would be?! First Queen of Shadows and now this?!" Luckily, it didn't come to that. Once everyone warmed up to each other (i.e. Matthias started acting a little less frigid toward everyone and wasn't trying to strangle Nina) I became a happy girl and was sucked into the story. I warmed up to them as the story progressed and was obviously rooting for them, especially as I heard their crazy backstory. 
Inej and Kaz stole the show, though. THEY'RE MY OTP AND OF COURSE INEJ HAD TO BE TAKEN AT THE END. It was her fearlessness, her quiet and watchful demeanor that made me connect to her on a whole different level. I kept picturing this tiny, badass ninja, and I just would get all mushy inside and think "I WANT TO BE YOU.' Us shorties have to unite! 
The next shining star was Kaz Brekker, criminal mastermind and clean freak galore. You wouldn't think he would stand out from most of the dark, badass characters in YA literature today, but he does. His limp and huge fear of personal proximity, along with the 'no touchy' thing, could have easily broken him in such a cruel world. But he didn't let that get to him, and instead twisted it so it made people fear him more. I have a soft spot for people who do bad things and fully accept it, and Brekker  is quite possibly in the top three on my list now. And by bad things I don't mean kill people for fun or kick puppies. I mean the kind of person who understands there's evil in the world and isn't afraid of it.  The kind of person who will get the job done, no matter what situation he's in. The kind of person who stands by his word. THE KIND OF PERSON WHO PULLS OUT SOMEONES EYEBALL AND STILL LOOKS HOT DOING IT. That scene, though extremely nasty, made me fall in love with him even more. 
Jesper and Wylan were so damn cute I just wanted to squish their cheeks together and make them kiss. Though I do have a funny story on these two: I knew there was a gay couple in this story, and for some idiotic reason, I thought it was Kaz and Jesper, not Wylan and Jesper. You're probably thinking I'm a complete idiot because I saw the fucking ship name (Jylan? Wesper? WHATEVER IT IS) and still thought it was Kaz. To say I was shocked and confused when Kaz was thinking about his feelings for Inej was an UNDERSTATEMENT. 
Now, onto the heist. I was beyond grateful for the map of the Ice Court because that shit got a little confusing. As it sometimes happens with information overload, the crew would be talking about their plans and what rotation the guards were on and where certain buildings were and the ice moat and how was their water beneath it if there was no body of water around the court?? And my brain would just kind of stutter and refuse to suck anything in, so I would have to repeatedly read over those passages until it started making sense. Having a map really helped to visualize their plan, especially during the action sequences. God, the whole scheme was absolutely brilliant. There was so much action and suspense and jaw-dropping surprises. There were so many things that I so didn't see coming and I would curse Bardugo for getting the better of me. I'm not at all creative or cunning, so there's really no surprise there, though 
Overall, a little bit of a slow start for me (besides Inez's first chapter), but it quickly picked up speed and turned into one of the greatest heist stories I've ever read. Keep doin' you Bardugo, AND HURRY UP WITH EMPIRE OF CROWS. THAT ENDING MURDERED MY SOUL. 

Quotes
"When everyone knows you're a monster, you needn't waste time doing every monstrous thing."

""We enter from the north as planned," Kaz said.
Jesper knocked his head against the hull and cast his eyes downward. "Fine. But if Pekka Rollins kills us all, I'm going to get Wylan's ghost to teach my ghost how to play the flute so that I can annoy the hell out of your ghost."
Brekker's lips quirked. "I'll just hire Matthias' ghost to kick your ghost's ass."
"My ghost won't associate with your ghost," Matthias said primly, and then wondered if the sea air was rotting his brain."

"There was no part of him that was not broken, that had not healed wrong, and there was no part of him that was not stronger for having been broken."

"Matthias nodded. "If procedure hasn't changed, they'll do a quick head count at the first checkpoint, then a second count at the next checkpoint, where they'll search the interior and undercarriage for any contraband."
Nina passed the book to Inej. "The driver is going to notice six more prisoners when he opens the door."
"If only I'd thought of that," Kaz said drily. "I can tell you've never picked a pocket."
"And I can tell you've never given enough thought to your haircut."

"Trickery is not my native tongue, but I may learn to speak it yet." 

"She'd laughed, and if he could have bottled the sound and gotten drunk on it every night, he would have.

"I will have you without armor, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all. 
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